A while ago, I'm not sure when, exactly, but sometime last summer, I started to read about Sheila Heti and her novel, How Should a Person Be?. I looked it up, and saw I couldn't buy it (even though it had recently been published), but I was successful in obtaining a copy through interlibrary loan. I believe that it was actually on released in Canada two years ago, which is why I couldn't buy it or otherwise locate a copy. But, it arrived thanks to my lovely library. I read it. At times I liked it…there were some really great parts (I think – more on that in two sentences) but in the end I wasn't blown away, and returned it to the library feeling just ho-hum about it. At that point I still hadn't realized that it wasn't yet published in the U.S.
I said, "I think" there were great parts, because I don't really remember. I remember the basic story outline and how it was put together, but I couldn't tell you much else. It was good, don't get me wrong, but forgettable.
Lately I've been seeing all this buzz about it…excitement about its impending release this summer. Many have read it and loved it. But I keep asking myself, what really was so great about it? Yes, it was unique in structure and form, but overall I wasn't changed. And maybe I'm at a point where I want a novel to influence me in some way. I don't know…for all it was, it just wasn't "it" for me.
Which brings me to The Hour of the Star.
I don't know where I first heard about The Hour of the Star. But I got a gift card to Barnes and Noble from my mother-in-law for Christmas, and needed something besides the Christopher Hitchens essay collection to use it up. I came upon the just-released new translation of Lispector's short noveland immediately bought it.
I started reading it back in February after We Need to Talk About Kevin. I needed something light (or at least non-dense) after that gauntlet. I don't think it took me long to finish it…maybe a week or so. But having read the many essays currently being published about it (Quarterly Conversation just published a few more this week), I couldn't help but wonder –what was all the fuss? And all these people were moved by it. Chad Post, on the Three Percent Podcast (my new obsession) called it "goddamn amazing" and likened it to Virginia Woolf. Did we read the same book? I was deeply troubled by this. Clearly I was missing something… (which is why this post begins with the same issue I had with Heti)
So…not wanting to miss something like I clearly did with Heti, I went back and read The Hour of the Star again. (I would not have done this had the book not been 77 pages.) I truly appreciated and enjoyed it more the second time around. And this time, it only took me one day.
The Hour of the Star is told by the narrator, Rodrigo S.M. who had once seen this poor girl named Macabea (thinking about the structure of the novel, it's possible that the narrator invented that name for her) at a café and fell in love with her. Rodrigo feels compelled to tell this urchin's story, or rather to make one up for her. The novel is a tragic tale for Macabea, with a rather humorous (though it shouldn't be) interlude when she has something of a boyfriend, Olimpico, but it's also Rodrigo trying to tell the story. He doesn't know how to write, so makes frequent interruptions, at one point telling the reader he needs to take a three day break. It's a beautifully rendered slice of life. It's not supposed to be uplifting, but somehow it is. One of the articles I read at Quarterly Conversation states that Lispector's characters "walk out of hiding from themselves" which is apt a description of this book as I could hope to give.
I kept waiting for Shawn to ask me why I couldn't just finish this slim book already, since to the unknowing eye (that I was actually rereading this weekend) it would seem like I hadn't finished it three weeks ago. And had I not reread it, this post would have continued on its Heti-problem trajectory, which is what I planned to begin with. I could have scrapped the whole beginning about Heti, but in the end decided to keep it; maybe for future reference, maybe to remind me when the US version is released to find a copy of How Should a Person Be and try it again. Sometimes perseverance, and not giving up on a text the first time around really does pay off. Sometimes it doesn't, though. Overall, I did end up really enjoying the story and am looking forward to the other Lispector novels that New Directions will publish in 2012. But I will warn you: if you read The Hour of the Star, you may have to read it again.